This is what happens when faith contends with reality ... and doesn't win by forfeit.

That's me on my daddy's knee!
Some little boys grow up to be great theologians, philosophers, or thinkers. One grew up to be me. I am a Sr. Mainframe Engineer by trade so I fancy myself a capabable thinker. I also fancy myself a capable writer. I hope you find that to be the case.
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I was raised in a Christian home and was handed a Christian worldview by my parents. I've been a Christian since I was six years old so it's been a 50+ year philosophical, theological journey. I've done a lot of rethinking, reworking, and refiguring in that 50+ years to advance my philosophies and my theologies to the ones I hold today. Funny thing is ...
G. K. Chesterton once wrote
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Now, I have to put together a general proposition, and I pretend to no training in such things. I propose to do it, therefore, by writing down one after the other the three or four fundamental ideas which I have found for myself, pretty much in the way that I found them. Then I shall roughly synthesise them, summing up my personal philosophy or natural religion; then I shall describe the startling discovery that the whole thing had been discovered before. It had been discovered by Christianity.​
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In other words, mom and dad turned out to be right all along.
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Again, to quote Chesterton:
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I did, like all other solemn little boys, try to be in advance of the age. Like them I tried to be some ten minutes in advance of the truth. And I found that I was [two thousand] years behind it.
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So, after seriously considering all sides and finding my personal worldview to actually be two thousand years old, I offer myself as a human spectacle; someone through whom both sides (Christian or not) can see more clearly how the other side thinks.
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If you are a Christian, I hope this blog helps you think through what you believe. I hope it raises hard questions and adds a good dose of reality to your Christian worldview. I hope that you, like me, end up right where you started, only with better answers to harder questions. I hope it makes you think.
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And if you are not, I hope this blog adds perspective to your reality and raise questions - questions I faced for myself - that cannot be satisfactorily answered by a purely humanistic worldview. And, as for the Christians among whom I count myself, I hope it makes you think.
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Whoever you are, I hope you find it interesting.
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I wrote this prayer to a group of atheists several years ago; it has since become my life purpose statement.
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My prayer is simply that if the God I believe in is real, and if He somehow begins to reveal Himself to you, that you would consider it - that you would not hold the actions, lame arguments and general unattractiveness of His people against Him. My hope is that I will fulfill my purpose here and simply make the idea of following Jesus a little less ridiculous than you might've once thought it was.